If I could ever write a book it would be called “It’s Really All About Peanut Butter” and those who know me would know why. It would be about a day in the life at an urban open door shelter. From the word “go” so much goes into action. At 6:30am surgeries start, spay neuter after spay neuter, shelter dogs with masses or minor needs for surgeries. Employees arrive one after another. Today, we weren’t open yet, I saw a handicapped younger man with a walker — a young frisky dog pulling him like heck, there was NO way I was telling him he had to wait until we opened. So sad, giving up your young dog who clearly loved you because of your own handicap. He did the right thing though, a lot of people wouldn’t have the guts or the courage or have too much pride to drop an animal off at the shelter. Call if whatever you want, some say cowards take animals to shelters, I don’t know, not always. Start the day with tears for this guy and for his dog who was whimpering behind the door the man just exited. Then on to an adoption, a dog who had been in foster after surgery, then for behavior, then the shelter was just too much to ask of him, foster for 408 days. The right owner finally reached out to his wonderful foster mom. They have always had pitties, their last one passed away at 14 and the house “was just not the same.” So off went SORA to his new home, happy tears but watching his foster mom’s tears, they were happy but there was also heartache there, she had cared for him for 408 days. The new owners were so happy with him, he loved them too. See them off. Come back into the building, a dog had bitten during a behavior evaluation, damn it. Within an hour the owner of that dog called, they had not been “forthcoming” about the history of the dog. They were afraid of the dog, but they were afraid to be truthful, and they let it sit in a shelter alone and then it bit. I cried the owner cried for whatever had happened to this poor dog before even she rescued it. Never their fault, I don’t care what a dog does–never their fault. Bad breeding to bad upbringing, taken away from Mom too soon, they are too innocent–not their fault. Owner comes in, wants to take a cat back that came in as a stray. Oh no you don’t, this cat has not been given proper care nor has it had medical attention. Got the owner to surrender to the shelter so we can get the cat the care it needs and save its life. So much back and forth, lost dogs, lost cats, cats being returned to owners, dogs coming in and dogs going out. Bunnies, mice, turtles, so many living things depending on us for care. Yesterday, a woman with 4 dogs and 2 cats who had a house fire, she called to get food for them and flea treatment and on her way here got a call that her young sister passed away. Dear God, my day had some tears but damn. I want my animal back but I can’t afford to pay you for the vaccines you gave it while it was being sheltered here. Angry adopter because we said a dog needs to be in an adult only home. It’s for the good of everyone, the dog and the people. So I’m sitting at my desk, it’s quiet, there are over 500 animals in this building with me, I can hear the sweeper from the cleaning service, I know the foster coordinator is still working too, I know the animals are very comfortable and it’s quiet and cozy because the best animal services staff in the world sees to it. I look at some of the dogs, some of them make me cry just because they are here in a cage, some of them make me laugh because they are sprawled out on their beds and their little toenails are painted purple, but I love them all, we all do. I work with the most amazing people in the world. What we do I don’t think many can do. It’s certainly not for the meek. We need support, we need each other, we love each other. I think of the day it was, the week it was, (I just gave you a snapshot) and here comes one of my adoptions counselors bouncing into my office, “hey I just adopted out a bonded pair to a woman and her daughter!” (she’s talking about adult cats who cannot be separated–that’s a tough adoption. It was the last adoption of the day, a good one, ending on a good note. Tomorrow we will do it all over again, some of the stories will be the same, the players will be different. The animals will be just as beautiful as every day. I will do my best for them, I will give them the love they deserve, the care they need, and help them to trust if that is what they need. I just felt the need to write. I love my work, it’s heartbreaking at times, it’s SO rewarding at others. But I have to do this, I have dedicated my life to this work. Caring for those that are unwanted, abused, broken. Spay and neuter your pets, give them love and good care. All they want to do is love you no matter what. Help out a shelter, we need you, the animals need you. Thank you for reading.